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And I wanna play hide-and-seek, and give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes and sit on the steps while you take a bath. And massage you neck, and kiss your face, and hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at "Rudy's", and talk about your day. and talk about YOUR day. and laugh about your YOUR paranoia! And give you tapes you don't listen to. watch great films. watch terrible films. and tell you about the tv program I saw the night before. and not laugh about your jokes. want you in the morning but let your sleep in for a while. tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your arse. and sit on the steep smoking 'till your neighbours come home. and sit on the steep smoking 'till you come home. and worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. and give you sunflowers. and go to your party and dance. be sorry when i'm wrong and happy when you forgive me. look at your photos and wish i'd known you forever, hear your voice in my ear, fell your skin on my skin. and get scared when you're angry, and tell you you're gorgeuos. and hug you when you're anxious and hold you when you're hurt. and want you when i smell you. and offend you when i touch you and wimper when i'm next to you and wimper when i'm not. dribble on you breast. smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. and melt when you smile and dissolve when you laugh. but not understand how you think i'm rejecting you when i'm not rejecting you and wonder how you could think i'd ever reject you. and wonder how you are, but accept you anyway. and tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocen, because he loved you. and buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. and ask you to marry me and you say "no" again, but keep on asking because though you think i don't mean it, but i always have from the first time i asked you. I wander the city, thinking but is empty without you. but I want what you want and i think i'm losing myself but, but, but i'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me becuase you don't deserve any less. anwer your questions when i'd rather not. and tell you the truth when i really don't want to and try to be honest because i know you prefer it and think it's all over but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life, forget how i'm and let me try and get closer to you, ans somehow SOMEHOW, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming. undying. overpowering. unconditional. all encompassing. heart enriching. mind expanding. ongoing. neverending LOVE I have for you.-